never live life unnoticed

2010-12-05T01:46:00.002+08:00

created a new blog, will be posting there from now on.
find it if you can. byez~

2010-11-20T23:49:00.007+08:00

i finally know the feeling of having curfew, it seriously suck . no night activities, can't ton outside with friends, hearing how happy they are outside while i'm rotting at home & more.. i want my freedom back! i still need to endure this type of life for SIX more months. sigh!

sigh.sigh.sigh!

2010-11-11T02:42:00.005+08:00

omg~ my blog seems so dead! i'm like hanging out with th usuals almost everyday. so, don't really have th time to update this lil space of mine and i'm kinda lazy to do so too. well, my worst nightmare had came true, shouldn't elaborate more on that but i think most of my friends knew about it already. sigh.sigh.sigh! will update when i'm free, byez!

2010-10-30T03:13:00.002+08:00

i wish i could know what i'm unhappy about.

pretending that everything's fine.

2010-10-17T14:39:00.006+08:00

end-of-year's papers finally ended! (Y) but, i'm pretty sure that i didn't do well for this examination. handed up almost all of my papers, B-L-A-N-K. blame it on my attendance.
lots of things happened @ punggol this few days and those that knew 'bout those news would be amazed by it too.

never regret for loving you but not loving you earlier.

2010-09-21T12:47:00.003+08:00

gave school a skip again today, have not been attending school since last friday alrd. most likely gonna attend school tmr?
was in lock up @ amk hq last friday, for some stupid dumb reasons. 3hours of suffering, gosh. -.-

2010-09-17T21:44:00.002+08:00

@ lan with th usual clique now, gonna be here till the next day 7am? 10 hours here rotting while they play, Lol.
report book's back, it's a total disaster. all F9, attendance's like shit too. Zzz.

everything comes to an end.

2010-08-22T02:55:00.003+08:00

time to update my blog, gonna update at least once in a week or else it gonna grow webs all over.
went prawn fishing with aaron, boonchye, leonard, kimpang, binghui and bunny @ punggol marina, it's rather fun. thumbs up* ^^ prawn fishing again next week i guess? heh.
sigh, everything comes to an end. maybe even to our friendship? well, it's really hard for me to decide naoz.

if only, you'd understand me better.

2010-08-13T14:06:00.004+08:00

wuhuu, v long didn't update this blog of mine alrd. shall update today since 'm free right naoz. (Y)! common test 2 had started like three days ago, slept halfway thru all th papers. chem paper was th best, handed up th paper without writing anything. Lol, 'm gonna flunk damn badly fr this common test again! >:( okie, shall stop saying bout my studies. tsk, stressing me up only!
gonna go prepare alrd, so byez4naoz! ^^

2010-08-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

won't be updating that often, view my facebook/twitter for updates.

kraz-yyylove! <:

2010-07-25T09:51:00.005+08:00

Friday; be yourself day, school was better than usual. serangoon's star performance during assembly, it was awesome. hehheh. homed straight after school, changed and met Megan @meridian followed by Jasmine, Nicole, Venessa and PeiPei. cab to Julniee's chalet while Venessa went home. vomited twice there. intend to ton there but due to my sickness, headed home @11plus.
Saturday; stayed @ home th whole day, rotting. ): don't even have th strength to walk, hate this feeling.
Sunday; feeling better today alrd, hehheh. maybe heading out with th usuals later. (:

follow your heart.

2010-07-20T11:33:00.003+08:00

it's time for me to update my blog as it's rotting, hehheh! didn't attend school today again and they didn't call up my mom anymore alrd, Lol. haha.
Monday; went compass to meet megan, shopped around th shopping mall. hehheh, laughed non-stop while walking around cause of 'some' incident. laughs, cab to punggol and rotted @171.
shall stop here, so byez4naoz.

nothing is perfect.

2010-07-12T11:22:00.003+08:00

didn't attend school today. (Y) maybe having in-house suspension again? fml, i hate it. Lol. gonna go back school later on to fetch Jasmine and lunch with her @ punggol again i think? hehheh. shall update more when 'm homed later, so byez4naoz.

peace

2010-07-05T11:01:00.003+08:00

heading to ehub for movie with Jasmine and Nicole later on! (Y) gonna have lots of funnn later, i guess? hehheh, didn't go out with them for like years alrd eh! Lol. after all those things that happened these few days, it's time fr me to have my own time and relax. shall update later when 'm homed?

'm still struggling to move on.

2010-06-23T01:27:00.013+08:00

finally had time to update my dear blog! had been neglecting it during th holidays, Lol. few more days and my holiday's ending, sian half. gonna have a real hard time once again. -.- meet up with nicole today! hehheh, v v v long didn't meet up with her alrd eh. but she's sick, rest well uh! ^^ 'm going off to bed soon, so till here then. shall update tmr or by twitter? hehheh, bye4naoz!

edited/
everything's happening so suddenly, stories had been going on around me. and, it seems to be so hard for me to believe them, but what to do? i still had to accept it somehow, someday . fml, ftw! sigh...

goodbye past.

2010-06-16T01:09:00.008+08:00

finally had time to update, hehheh. didn't really had th time to use comp this few days. woke up > prepare> went out > back home at late night. Lol. same routine everyday. watch 'karate kid' with Megan ytd, double thumbs up! (Y) ^^ it's really nice!
punggol > homed > punggol > homed.
going shopping with Megan tmr!!! (Y) heh.

gonna update more often @twitter, read from there fr more updates.

everything happens fr a reason.

2010-06-10T01:52:00.002+08:00

umm, idk what to update bout again eh. Lol. this gonna be a short post. going fr counseling tmr morning with mom and dad, i guess? gonna wake up much earlier than usual, hope everything would go smoothly. till then, bye4naoz!

stmw.

2010-06-05T14:51:00.008+08:00

didn't update fr one whole week alrd and didn't know what to update bout as everyday's been th same ; out during noon, homed @ midnights. lazy to elaborate more bout those few days, but pictures will do th talking instead? heh. but currently can't upload pictures as it took ages, will post them up when 'm free next time.

B, maybe you're someone that i know. if not you wouldn't know 'so much' bout me right? well, upon reading those comments you've made bout me, it still not gonna change who i am. yes, i change fr nobody alright, remember that hard. gosh, you admit yourself that you're just a loser hiding behind th comp and not having th guts to show/tell who you're? haha, joke. but glad that you know that yeah. at least you still have some conscious, (Y). and, i didn't know that having a blogskin must be according to one's character. as you can see, it's MY blog i can do whatever i want and YOU can do nothing bout it. all you can do is just being a tagger and tag whatever shit negatives comments, tag all you want cause it ain't gonna bothers me much. don't be sucha loser, if you wanna give any comments, why not put your real name instead? it shows that you're just being a low life loser and someone who only dares to comment people behind th comp only. think bout it.

never to be th same anymore .

2010-05-29T10:33:00.004+08:00

finally had my labret done, woots~ heh. but gonna take it out soon as it doesn't suits me. neh. (N) >:( report's book back and it totally sucks x1000000, last position in class & th whole stream. (N) fml. some FT from other classes talked bout me to other parents and think 've no idea about it hur? seriously, you teachers should think bout what you said as we have th rights to have our own choices alright!
and lastly,
bon voyage, peipei! and take care alright. <:

love's like this.

2010-05-25T20:12:00.003+08:00

didn't intend to go school today, but still went cause it's kinda bored staying @ home plus no lessons today cause there's this don't-know-what event. so arrive @845, went to find nicole and rot around th school. there's this motherf bitch that's picking on me today, gave me two fucking offense slip just in an hour time? tmd, nbcb. homed straight after school, sleep.
tmr's th last day of school but i don't feel like going! same goes fr th MTP session on th following day, teachers must had been waiting fr this day to complain everything to my parents hur? hah, i don't give a damn yea. complain all you'll wants alrights, 'm sill gonna be me .

chapters of life.

2010-05-23T21:02:00.004+08:00

life is too short to wake up in th morning with regrets,
so love th people that treat you right,
forget bout th ones who don't,
and believe that everything happens fr a reason.
if you get a chance, take it.
&, if it change your life, let it.

didn't went school on friday, (Y) awesome. been slacking @ punggol with th usuals this few days till late night, heh. nothing much fr me to elaborate cause 'm lazy! :S yawns, 'm really tired and lazy to type anything naoz so will end here then. byez! heh. ^^v

it takes two, to make a heart survive.

2010-05-17T21:05:00.018+08:00

@JannICeee's back to update her blog, it's rotting already! heh, been busy fr th past few days so didn't really have th extra time to update this blog. blah~ had been meeting th same peoples and doing th same thing till mid-night, Lol. alright, till here then. will update tmr? teheee, byez4naoz!

overdue pictures, not according to dates.

i don't want to walk this earth, if i gotta do it solo.

2010-05-13T00:08:00.009+08:00

mid-year's officially & finally over! double (Y). ^^

hahahaha, time2relax naoz? been out studying fr th past few days, that's why didn't really have th time to update, being a good girl already okie! got 14/50 fr my biology paper2, totally screwed it man! damn, gonna say byex2 to science already. aw!
nicolez came over to my house today straight away after our paper, watched 'house of wax'. some parts were violent, but kinda nice show though. thumb up! (Y) teheee. after th show, bused to hougang to find peipei & others. they're studying fr their CS paper tmr @subway, poor them. Lol. no school fr me on thursday & friday! woots~ <: off to do my stuffs naoz, zoommm. bye4naoz peopleee!

nothing is perfect.

2010-05-09T14:26:00.004+08:00

three subject's down, left with another three. (bio, art & maths) gonna really buck up fr my maths, i don't wanna have a single digit anymore! doing art preparation in-progress, needa do three pages BY today and 've only left less than 3hours to do it as 'm heading out later on. seriously feel like dropping art but it seems to be th easiest among all subjects to score, damn. well, will stop here fr naoz going to start doing my art preparation. (N)

2010-05-07T15:51:00.000+08:00

updating soon!

two is better than one.

2010-05-02T17:39:00.009+08:00

went anchorvale CC on friday with nicole, peipei, shermaine, janelle and venessa to study @ mac. maths really stress me out! didn't really pay attention during lessons cause was sleeping most of th time, so beginning from chapter1 naoz. hope that i won't flunk my maths that badly this time round.
yesterday, went out to study with nicole, peipei, bryan & jiale @hougang. subway fr lunch! (Y) didn't really have th mood to study, so scribbled random stuffs on my notebook. and, bryan drew a fuckin' gorilla @ my book. -.- afterthat, all went separate ways. so went punggol plaza with peipei fr our dinner. it'd been soooooo long, since i went out together alone with her! teheee! snip-snap pictures before she went home, boonchye came after that. went to find his friends next.
marina barrage > old changi hospital > homed @ 330(?)

love is unpredictable.

2010-04-28T21:26:00.016+08:00

'm running outta time. mr time, slow down will you?

've saved my updates fr this few days on draft but accidentally deleted it away! :@ &, maybe wouldn't be inviting anyone into my private blog already, making it P&C. teheee. mid-year's starting this friday, gosh. really gonna start revising soon , i guess?
early dismissal fr me again today, don't really have th mood to attend lessons. school's fine today, finally paying attention in class. Lol. 62'ed to punggol, bus nearly broke down and it's driving speed is like walking lah! -.- Zzz. meet nicole @ punggol plaza, lunched and off to a resident corner nearby. talked, chatted, crapped about things before heading home.

th best things in life don't happen unless you take risks. don't be afraid to love someone, be who you're and hope people accept you. always be real, never fake. smile when you're happy, cry when you're sad. never hold emotions inside. let yourself risk getting hurt, let yourself try something new and not what other people tells you to do. fall in love, take a chance and hope th other person feels th same. love is a risk, it could bring pleasure or pain or even both. life is a gamble, you'll never know what it'd bring. live in th moment and don't dwell on th past. find th good in everyone. think positive , do positive. follow your heart and do whatever you think is right.

2010-04-24T17:58:00.007+08:00

updated @ my new private blog, www.heartslov-eee.blogspot.com
won't be updating that much here anymore.
if wanna be invited to my private blog, leave down your emails @ my tagboard.

shake you off.

2010-04-19T20:21:00.016+08:00

'm rather lazy to elaborate or have a long&naggy post fr this three days, will write them in point forms instead?

friday, 17 april '10 ; shopping with nicolez & Jasmine ! (Y) x2 ^^

compass , lunched @ pizzahut.
trained to somerset , s h o p p i n g ~
spam pictures on my phoney, th picture's size rather big so will edit them before uploading them.
trained to punggol, jasmine meet her boyf & co.
punggol plaza fr bubble tea , nicolez went home afterwhich.
had a lil h2h talk with Jasmine , (Y)

saturday, 18 april '10 ; outing with nicolez , Joyce , rebekah & yanqing!

meet nicolez @ compass , trained to hougang.
roamed around hougang mall .
lunched @ mac.
Joyce & rebekah came , nicole left.
off to hougang plaza , yanqing came too.
punggol next with Joyce and th other two headed home.
drinking session & h2h talk with her . (Y) ^^
send her home with some other guys , cab home after that.

today, 19 april '10

62 to punggol plaza, meet someone .
lunch @ kfc .
grace called me suddenly cause of some things, so went hougang to meet her awhile.
thanks to that someone that accompanied me .
talked with her , everything's fine naoz i guess?
cab to Joyce's house as it's raining !
spam pictures on my phoney again , heh.
had funnn @ her house with nicole, haha.

when i first met you,
i never would have imagined that i'd have such strong feelings fr you.
i never would have thought that i'd dream bout you, miss being by you side
or even get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name.
when i first met you, i never would have thought i'd love you!

dingdangdong.

2010-04-15T19:30:00.012+08:00

not gonna update my blog that often anymore, cause it's kinda boring saying th same thing over and over again.
will briefly have a short update naoz. had in-house suspension again but this time round was together with xinyi. haha! finally, tmr's friday! (Y) &, next week gotta be a busy week fr me! heh, bye4naoz.

webcam with bryan & co. (Y)

2010-04-14T20:38:00.043+08:00

pictures will do th talking instead, lazy to elaborate.

today was a fairytale.

2010-04-09T22:20:00.027+08:00

hi everyone, 'm back! school's as usual this few days, except fr today. looking forward going to school nowadays and idk why. LOL! watched 'Ju-On' with nicolez on wednesday, thumbs up (Y) fr it! there's two part fr this movie, don't really understand th story at first but slowly understands it. don't really feel like elaborating what happened this few days, will stop here. pictures will be up soon! so, bye4naoz.

2010-04-05T22:43:00.005+08:00

thanks to those who send/comment me birthday wishes & those presents! ♥

maybe it's just better like that.

2010-04-03T14:45:00.019+08:00

"everything happens fr a reason.
what's done is done,
you have to keep moving forward in life .
you can't look back!"

watched clash of the titans yesterday @ century, wasn't really that nice actually. nicolez would make funny noises like 'woah' , 'ah' and etc whenever th whole theater gone silent. laughs, kute. went to th washrooms after th movie and th two of us stupidly followed behind jiale and bryan to th guy's without knowing, mad funny! hahahaha. and there's this joker that order fr fishball soup and he told th aunty 'fishball noodles without noodles' and th aunty was like 'huh?!', funny max.
27 back to hougang with th guys > punggol alone to meet others > rot around > drove me home @ 2.

had a great day with nicolez, mandy, jiale, bryan, wuwen, boonchye & co. yesterday. ♥

zero hero.

2010-04-01T19:02:00.022+08:00

walk into school alone today. just step into th school and was caught fr my piercings, Zzz. everything's as usual after that. went fr th dental checkup during maths lesson, th dentist recommend me fr braces again! (still-considering-in-progress).
skip th last two periods, outta school @ 1230, early dismissal fr me! (Y) homed and went out again, meet hanbin & co @ hougang.

everything happens fr a reason.

2010-03-31T21:19:00.004+08:00

05 more days to my birthday! (Y)
"a true friend is someone who comes in,
when th rest of th world has gone out."